Bear with me here, if you will. Today’s post is just an honest, raw account of how I’m feeling. Thanks for reading!
For whatever reason my brain has been sluggish that last few days. Close to a week. That is, except for those moments when I cannot physically jot down my thoughts like when brushing my teeth or in the shower. Mostly though, I’ve been mellow this week. Almost down even.
There is no particular reason why. Nothing awful has plagued my days, no impending doom shadows my future, and overall it’s been a very low-key week. It just feels like a veil has been gently wafted over my existence making everything hazy and dull.
My usual fixer upper solutions haven’t been cutting it in this round of emotional turbulence. I feel fatigued deep into the marrow of my bones. I’m pretty sure each of my legs weighs 60 lbs now and that gravity has been centered on my existence this week.
Even writing feels difficult. My mind feels all stretched and tangled so my ideas are getting stuck in limbo. It literally feels like someone has a lasso on my very thoughts and I can physically feel them pulling them all to the back of my head. I don’t like this feeling.
Maybe I’m getting ill or my hormones are out of whack still. Who knows?
What are your best pepper up methods when you start to feel just down and out? How do you boost yourself through your worst days?
I’d love to hear your thoughts and thank you for reading!